No one dies a virgin.. cos' life screws us all
Warning:
The owner of this blog is going insane soon.
being emo kid.
having bad and hot temper for dont know what-the-fuck reasons.
going ECP.
ate chicken rice.
cried and cried.
digged out past 10 years music i listened to, including techno. yes, techno. dont laugh.
finding trouble with e close ones.
cant operate e fucking pea brain properly (im so gna fucking flunk French paper).
thinking too many unneccesary shit stuffs.
trying my best to read ppl's mind for
im fucking dumb, as im not a psychologist.
(more details later.)
& being possessive at e wrong time.
these were what ive been doing for e past few days.
and today, yeap, as mentioned above abt e french paper..
did badly for it cuz e paper wasnt easy, damnit.
left e room immediately when ive enough of it.
then headed to L6 and e noise is noisy.
okay, my brain can hardly work this few days.
pls be kind and patient with me.
last french paper and i wished so much that i could jolly well score for it but fuck, i couldnt.
awww, fate decides. ahah. this is how a loser always says.
abt reading ppl's mind.
since young, my ambition was to be a lawyer.
okay, fck that aside.
another ambition - psychologist.
ohdamn, another hard one.
but im gna emphasize more on this
cuz im going crazy soon all cuz of one's mind.
mind, concept, personalities, perceptions, behaviour and attitude.
nobody's perfect.
ive been wanting to know what's on a kid's mind when i was young.
i want to be a good mother in future [though this is no longer on my mind] cuz ive seen so many unreasonable adults.
so i always wna try my best to read ppl's mind, even adult's.
as i grow older, more factors come along.
and then i realised ive given up.. on reading kid's minds.
cuz i think they're childish, and im sick of it. [i get sick of things easily]
i still hope i can understand some ppl,
understandings may be a cause for misconceptions and fights.
i can talk like nobody's business, but i nv really like to.
reasons plainly cuz we've two ears and a mouth.
and today, i almost burst.
noise are everywhere.
sometimes, i just hope that i could be kept in a corner and do some soul searching for myself.
being selfish is a way too, perhaps?
however hard you try to be nice, they aint appreciated.
ive finished my piece.
will resume my normal entries from e next.
stay tune. :]
a tough one..
but till i hold my last breath, i will never give up.
Come what may.
ranted at 8:39 PM
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