No one dies a virgin.. cos' life screws us all
i hate boy-girl relationship
but you make it special
few days entries all about you
cuz my life has been filled with you
my mind has nothing
except you
i wish i could see you
but i cant talk to you
i wish i could tell you
that i love you
everything depends on you
you make my day special
you make me go crazy over you
you make me fall sick
you make me lose appetite
you make me confuse
you make me happy
whenever i get the chance to see you
the uptight moment came
i cant face you now
cuz i hurt you once
i dont want another history to repeat
its all different from the past
tell me that you love me
tell me that you hate me
let me get it all over
give me the answer
and i'll be contented
care love lust trust miss
every emotions mixed up
all cuz of you
smile to you is all i can do
i cant even afford to do it
can you imagine how difficult im going through
the things i made for you
the thoughts i had for you
the dream i dreamt of you
the day i saw you
the minute we were so near
the times i lost myself
could you even receive the gift
open all up
share our thoughts
fulfil the dream
being so close always
and the moment im back to myself
just thinking of you
is sweeter than having a bowl of sugar
ironically
its raining tears, as much as the rain poured a month
millions trillions words ive mentioned
its of no use
cuz you still arent there
i hope you ll somehow get to know
i care.
i miss.
i love.
the one and only one.
retsehc
*how am i gonna be strong without you*
the time i spent thinking and dreaming of you
is more than the time i spent in school,
the time i sleep,
the time i sigh.
what more can i say.
it all described in my heart.
its a deep cut down there.
i couldnt do anything.
cry?
i know its silly/of no use
but what more can i do!
tell me please.
dont let me go through too much
i really cannot take it
someday i ll just jump off the building
or if i could,
cut myself into words of your name.
i guess it ll be large enough.
waiting for your answer everyday.
messages, inbox, microsoft outlook.
in school.
whereever whatever whenever whichever it is,
i still keep you in my heart.
ily,c.
you make my heart melt. :*(
ranted at 6:16 PM
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